so this is my first blog post. haha.
im in a weird mood today. i have been for a few weeks. my head is actually dizzy. life is down right now. things just swril around in my head. i have so much to say but i cant form the words. there are things i know i need to talk about but im not ready. it would be so weird for someone to know. how would they look at me. what would they think of me. who should i tell. everyone leaves. everyone leaves